What’s Goin’ On?

June 18th, 2010

Soooo I saw the finished piece that I filmed.

Blah.

I know directors have a “vision” but if the piece doesn’t flow it kind of ruins the entire thing.  See, I’m supposed to be kind of happy that the other chick was getting in trouble, so I’m smirking as she’s confessing.  Well, he cut that out so when he flashes back to me I’m kinda smiling and look like I’m breaking character–when I’m not!   I showed my mom and she said it was kind of disturbing to watch her daughter get abused, and my dad heard that so he refuses to watch it. I guess that’s a good sign?

In a bit of good news I got contacted by a woman looking for a part-time admin/bookkeeper (oh yes, I am a Quickbooks expert) and can work on a flexible schedule.  This would mean I could still fit in auditions…so if I had to be gone for an hour or so it wouldn’t be a big deal.  And to make up for only having a part time job, I’d work at the gym.  In college I worked the 6-midnight shift to fit in school and it worked out fab.  It might be kind of hectic to get used to such a schedule, but I need money. Badly.  I’m getting head shots done on the first and that’s $150 (ridiculously good price…Shawn Ray is fantastic), and I need to go to the dentist because I believe I have a cavity.  Sad face.

I’m going to something called “Agent Fest” the 2nd week of July where Tampa area agents will be, and hopefully I can make some connections and possibly get signed so I can get decent paying roles.  That would be super helpful.  Even if they’re small parts or low pay, I need a demo reel before I even attempt to audition out in L.A.  I wouldn’t even be able to get a decent agent out there if I didn’t have a good demo reel.  This is me trying to think ahead…that’s a big step for me.

Lastly, in case everyone didn’t know, ECLIPSE IN TWELVE DAYS!  *INSERT FREAK OUT*

Stop. Rewind.

May 26th, 2010

So I was too annoyed to post about it last week, but I didn’t get that job.

Bummer.

So, as a big fuck you to Florida, I’m heading home to Jersey next week to see my momma and sister (who is home from college–she lives in Chicago). The idea sparked because my mom has an idea for a screenplay/book, but she can’t write her way out of a paper bag–unlike yours truly–so I’m going to go up there so we can outline everything together and she can tell me her stories (based a true story type of deal).  I was also looking forward to getting out of this good awful heat, only to find that it’s hotter in Jersey than it is here.  I plan on getting into the city at least one day while I’m there, since a) it’s the best place EVER, and b) I want to see my brother in Hoboken (for you non-city folk, its where you board the path train or ferry to get to the island).

This week started off pretty well though.  I had my first “on camera” day in class and realized I memorize really fucking well.  I’m not a huge fan of how I look on camera; I think my nose looks weird, but whatever. My teacher isn’t one for compliments and told me I use my eyes really well and something about seeing into my soul–whatever the hell that means.  Her critiques were all good ones, just stuff I’ll fine tune with time and practice. Then I got messaged by someone on the Tampa Film Network who asked me to come in for an audition for his short film.  Say wha? He said it was all right I didn’t have experience, so I’ll be going Saturday morning. I doubt there’s pay, and right now since I’m on unemployment, I don’t want to get paid!  I just want to get a good demo reel built up right now.

Oh I went there…

May 18th, 2010

…and I’m not ashamed.

I’m hoping the background looks all right, because the clouds were a pain in the ass to line up to repeat.  I couldn’t get a good eclipse like the movie poster, so I used the ribbon from the book (for those who don’t know, click here.)  This won’t be a permanent layout, just until the movie comes out on June 30th.  Then we have to wait an entire year and a half for Breaking Dawn, because that doesn’t start to film until late fall/early winter.  Bah.

Haven’t heard from the job yet, and I’ve decided if I don’t get it I’m just going to find a temp job, because this is ridiculous.  And I want to write–and stop just saying I’m going to write, but really actually do it.

I just really want to know what the hell is going to happen next…