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Like, I could go out there. Now.

But I won’t, because I want to build up my cred (yes, I used the word cred) with my boss.  There’s way too much I need to do with him to get the project that’s based out there moving, so I need to be close by.  I also want to build up my resume acting wise so I have more projects under my belt.  So, if you’re keeping track I’m not going out there to act.  I plan to go out there with a job…a real one that pays money on a consistent basis. I’ll take acting classes out there and start small.  Hell, I don’t care if I just do local theatre productions and never get anywhere with it–I just like doing it!

Well, that’s kind of a lie…I do want to “make it” but luckily I have a fan-freaking-tastic resume and can actually get work elsewhere.  Oh, and I’m still writing, it just got put on the shelf  for a bit when I started the new job.  I’d be a happy camper if I could be a published writer, since I’ve been writing my entire life.  Publisher writer + working actor would just be a big big big big big plus.

This is just crazy. I’m actually going to do it.

No, I take that back, I knew I was going to do it.  I didn’t mark myself because I thought it looked pretty. Everything may happen for a reason, but nothing will happen if you don’t go out there and do it.

Write your own destiny.